// I am actually starting to feel bad going to calls and not telling my boyfriend//

Im crazy about him…Still wondering how this happened to me lol. But being with clients is definitely different now. I feel much more distant now. I think this is because I’m actually not interested in the sex now. But I need the money because I didn’t work a lot the whole school year :S And I have tuition to pay for the spring classes i’m taking now…/rent/groceries/phone/hydro etc. etc. 

Its feeling hard to keep up with right now but I am going to work hard.

I am also working harder on my career lately which is great that Im starting to take my life a bit more seriously. 

miss-revolt:

trapghoul:

*cis white male voice* you’re taking it too personally 

Oh, we’ve all heard this FAR too many times. 

Response while working: actually, no I’m not.

* I have no problem being assertive. Also, the guys I get frustrated with always seem to like me more in the end because I kept going after they said something stupid

(via happyhealthyhopeful)

// Sick//

And I know which client its from….no dfk for him next time…eww

// Friday- 9:32 - Slimeball//

Guy I had seen before, tried to scam me $10 off the bat. put a condom on for the bj because he smelt bad. Couldnt get hard for most of the time.

Realized half way through that his mac comp was open w/ the screen dark and the green light on. Freaked out, told him to turn the camera off and that I was leaving. Called my agency to stay on the phone with me while I was confronting him about it. Tried to get him to close it but he kept denying that anything was recording…which I still don’t believe. Told me to shhh when I was yelling at him because he didn’t want the people in the next room to hear me. 

I was literally shaking the whole time, I found my clothes so fucking fast and then left. The driver told me he wouldve gone up and made the guy delete it but I had already left the hotel and it was one of the ones where you have to be let in. 

Idk if I should worry, but I’m just going to hope he didn’t actually record anything and that my identity is safe.

Way to ruin a good night of calls…..FUCK. Literally the worst escorting experience I’ve ever had FYI

// Friday- 8:51- Big silent type//

Large, old, quiet guy. I kept asking if he liked what I was doing and he kept saying yes. But he was super shy. DIdn’t ask if he wanted me to put a condom on him to fuck so I just kept sucking him because I knew I could make him cum fast. I put on my underwear after, then he got fully dressed and said he had to go and left me in the room. Its the same motel where we do in calls so the fact that I was in the room after was whatever. I text the diver at 9:10, rolled a j, and gtf out of there.

// Friday-8:03- Wife in Same hotel//

His wife was downstairs in the casino. 2 quick blow jobs ending in handjob, not even cim, not a bad 1/2h call. Kept saying I was beautiful and wants to see me again.

// Friday night- 6:39- Duo//

Did my first duo. But I didn’t let them know that;) The client said it was his first time, the other girl doesn’t do duos usually so it was her first time as well. So I did what any other confident escort would do….took control;) They were both really nervous but I kept trying to lighten the mood. 

The girl I was working with is very beautiful. She told me right away that she has 4 kids…shes only 22… She wouldn’t take her bra off for the client which was totally ok with me. She was very pretty though and I got to kiss her a bit and feel her body. She kissed my tits a bit too. The client loved it and it wasn’t too crazy for eveyone’s first Duo.

I could tell he was loving my confidence tho:

Anyone in England/Ireland interested in booking me? Im going for two weeks in April;) Msg me with questions 

// Escort/Student/Actress=craziest schedule ever!!!//

// Saw two guys I’ve seen before last night//

That’s pretty much how it’s been going lately (one or two regulars a week) because I’ve been so busy with a midterms. Also, my boyfriend does not like what I do and I don’t like upsetting him. I’m pretty torn right now because I like being with home but he knew about my life before we started dating… Idk I understand that it is hard to accept.

// So there’s this guy that’s crazy in to me//

And I thought I was into him but he’s getting a bit over the top.. Idk. I just don’t like that he wants to pay for me every time we go out. Also kind of embarrassed to be coupleyy… It feels so pretend now because I haven’t been in to any one in so long.

// In the car freezing and cranky, //

Grr

// Msg me if you’re up its 3am and I’ve already had 7 hours//

Of sleep lol.

Naughty questions?
Personal?
I’ll answer anything until I go back to sleep;)

// Escort problem #3 //

Idiot drivers!

… Literally just got bitch tap slapped
By a man with a neon pink phone case

// The more sex the merrier!//

And I’m a HoHoHo;)